It goes against everything I ever believed
But I am so inconsolably bereaved
By the death of my wife so suddenly taken
My soulmate by “merciful God” forsaken
That I am prepared to suspend disbelief
To free myself from this insufferable grief
And do whatever I need to get to God
And if faith is to be my connecting rod
I will embrace it for whatever it’s worth
It’s bound to be better than this hell on earth.